"Are you listening to the Bee Gees over there, Stephen?"Silly as it may seem, I take Elizabeth's question quite seriously: "No," I say, "But it does sound a bit like it, huh?"
"Um, yeah."
She agrees that the music sounds like the Bee Gees, but I can't tell if she's happy about it. Not by the inflection she uses, not by the thoughtful look in her eyes, not by the bend in her half-smile; I can't tell. My natural insecurity, however, is pestering me — urging me? tempting me? persuading me? recommending that I should...? — my natural insecurity is blanking me to lower the volume. But I resist. It's not the Bee Gees. Well, it is the Bee Gees, but, then again, it's not. Not the Bee Gees, at all.
"Hmm."
"Yeah, the music sometimes sounds a lot like disco. Other times it sounds very jazzy. Sometimes she reminds me of Sade — you know, really smooth, soulful stuff, but with funky rhythms and beats."
I thought it was strange that I used the word "funky." It's not a word I use often. "I like it," I concluded.
"Hmm."
A nod, perhaps. A moment passes. "Okay, I think I'm going to have to ask you to lower the volume now."
"Oh, sorry."
"I'm about to start dancing in my seat over here."















